Tuesday, December 13, 2011
my engagement:-)
engagement, friendsok sy tau agak cengkerik di situ.ye sy juge tau yg my engagemnt telah berlalu berbulan2 lalu.bt i jst x help myself frm wrtng dis.ble bukak fb nampak sume org bertunang n kawen.alhamdulillah.happy 4 them!n sy jugak nk uplod few pics frm my e-day (yes, i knw 2 those who haf my fb wud prolly haf seen them bt hey im in d mood 2 do so k.so silela layan shj B-)
wif my beloved family.<3 them so much!
wif my soon-2-b-family insyaallah :-)
omg.pic nh buat sy rase nk kipas2 k (*-*)v
muke x puas ati 1
muke x puas ati 2
kekwn lelaki :-)
kekwn permpuan :-)
UM rox :-)
Tq guys.hope 2 c u on my weddng pulak ye :-)
2 aimi zahiah, jamme n sesape yg sy kenal yg baru bertunang, selamat menjadi tunangan org.bykkan bersbr dlm tempoh nh k.n kawen jgn lupe jemput:p
2 dilla n nyon, selamat pengantin baru!
2 hazwani n asha..cant wait 4 ur weddingB-)
n 2 cik A yg akan bertunang.gewd luck babe!c u soon B-)
woots woots
engagement, life, wedding preparationi haf a confession!sy mmg x reti nk update my blog.everytym i nk tulis somethng then i jst x tau hw post one.i mean xtau mcm mane nk klik baru dpt jumpe d 'dashboard'.then ble dh dpt all my semangat dh ilang T-T (tangisan si buta IT)
enuf wif dat.nw nk membebel psl my weddng preparation laks.yes ppl!u'v heard it right.im getting married in _4 days time B-)wee~ 2 much dugaan bt alhamdulillah finally the big day is really coming soon!nervous+excited!*chicken dance*haha
dis tym around, d preparation lg ssh dr tunang.owh, havent i told u that kitorg hanye start buat preparation 4 our engagement sebulan setangah b4 d event.n my baju baru buat 2 minggu b4 d tunang!thank god everythng turned out fine.n nasib baik jugak me n cem adelah org yg sgt simple.pelamin pun xde.cume ramai kwn2 je dtg.owh lupe nk ckp wpun dh lambt.time kaseh sume yg sudi dtg!terharu T-T
actly nk jd mcm org lain, post everythng bout d wedding in their blog.mcm epy je tym sy bace td.bt knwing me,nw sy dh mls.haha.so hopefully 2moro i will haf d semangat 2 update more.owh, papepun i will definitely uplod d pic of my akad nikah's outfit.sy jatuh cinta pandang pertama ok dgn die!ok sy over.haha.later k..daaa~
p/s: x worry cem,sy cinta awak lebey dr dat baju.tp sy sgt suke baju 2:p
Thursday, October 20, 2011
give me a smile
life, work
Give me a smile, Don’t be sad
It’s going to be alright. Don’t shed a tear
The song that I am singing now
I hope that it can bring you a bit of comfort
Give me a smile, Don’t get hurt
It’s going to be alright, although you are going through a hard time now
Time will pass
Everything will look up again
Give me a smile
I am right here by your side
I love you, can you hear my heart?
Close your eyes
No matter what, I believe you
I am always here for you
Give me a smile, look into my eyes
I love you, I have always been looking at your heart
It has never changed
You can lean on my shoulders
Take a rest,
Give me a smile.
I am here for you,
me who believes in you
always and forever
credit:
Park Shin Hye International Fanclub| http://www.shinhye.org
Korean:
a song frm Heartstring.korean movie featuring yong hwa n shin hye.yesterday i was so emo n suddenly tgk d part yg shin hye mcm byk sgt masalah n lari duk atas bangunan sekolah. yong hwa x dpt cari die n die telah nyanyi lagu nh n on d mic so dat shin hye bleh dgr.T-T.lame kan?huhu.bt guess what?it works perfectly 4 a soap-opera-addict like me.sy x pernah gagal utk excited ble tgk scenes yg suweet2 dlm cite..haha:p..bt of course in reality dis kind of thng x exist.(yes2, i gt scolded many tyms bcz of dis) bt it'd b nice 2 haf some1 by ur side when u haf so many problemkan? bukan over sampai menyanyi bg satu sekolah dgrla.dang!.bt jst b there n x add more stress .
kpd sesiapa yg belum tgk cite nh, plz do kaloo korg suke cite2 yg suweet2 n typical luv story in high school..bt still dis cite cannot beat my dokko jin shi py cite..haha..
p/s..im easily touched..even if it's only in a film, i strongly believe dat i can feel the character..T-T..ok i knw im overreacting nw.thanx.bye
Monday, September 19, 2011
jaga hati
emoi learnt another lesson in life.d phase whr u haf 2 jaga ati org as in ur kawan is so dh lame lepas especially when u're already 25 years old nw.
ameer selalu marah kate sy selalu terlalu byk pk etc.bt sy degil cz sy selalu pk if sy kene mcm 2 how?i knw my frenz..n sometimes knwng 2 much is just a burden cz terlalu byk kite akn pk jst 4 d sake nk buat org2 sekeliling kite epy..n 2day i oficially give up.
so frm now on i shall x longer be dat xtra cautious wif my action 4 it might hurt others.4 instance, x more x tagging in my pictures. i shall tag any1 yg i nak.if u thnk im cruel, feel free 2 untag or jst block it k.
cz after all these years, im so done wif all these jaga ati craps.
p/s..cant wait 2 c my lovely frens dis coming saturday:-)
Monday, September 12, 2011
sarah's getting hitched!wee~

pic taken sometime in February 2011. u shud see her latest pic.d seri pengantin!:-)
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
responsibility
ari nh thp kesbran sy sekali lg diuji..jika anda sakit di sekitar kuantan, n kerana sy syg anda sume sy nk berpesan jgnla pegi ke klinik ananda.tp sekirenye anda perlukan tempat utk melepaskan marah silelah ke sane kerana anda bleh lepaskan marah tanpe rase besalah kerana seisi keluarga klinik itu baik doc mahupun staf adalah sgt kurang ajar.
tired
sy penat..kdg2 rase nk give up..tp kene kuatkan semangat..i hate my job..well who doesnt?
Saturday, December 18, 2010
epy bday 2 us :-)
5 sweetest things about him..
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
now..dis is disappointing:..
it's been a while since i last updated dis blog..n dis will b d 1st moody entry dat will b posted here..
sy sgt keras kepala..but dat doesnt mean xbleh ditegur..u cn tegur me anytym n anywhere but most of d tym u will x get d positive responses frm me..but dat doesnt mean jugak i x noted ape yg diberitahu..
n it's really disappointing 2 haf some1 2 tegur u in a very bossy way when all u need 2 do is talk 2 me nicely..
bukan x bleh tegur..i knw niat dorg baik..but 2 my defence..cn u c dat mende yg sy nk buat 2 is not even a sin..cume it will lead 2 fitnah org (as claimed)..only then cn considrd a sin..so it's x a direct sin..but these ppl yg ckp nh sah2la mmg ada buat dosa(x 2 b mentioned)..so y on earth are these ppl tegur n emo as tho i've committed d biggest sin eva? so dosa yg u buat 2 mcm mane?
im sorry if sy ade org terase ati dgn dis post but i haf x other way 2 express my feelings.plus it's my personal blog n im entitled 2 say anythng dat i want..if u x suke..simple.dont read.
sy xtau org lain..but 4 me..nk tegur org ade caranye..especially pompuan..if some1 dh biase buat sesuatu n u x suke talk 2 her nicely..bukannye emo n nak ckp pasal maruah pompuan 2.. d fact dat pompuan 2 buat dgn slambenya means yg die x tau u xsuke..if org 2 pentng 2 u like ur sis, gf, sedara or any1 yg u sgt care of..then talk 2 her nicely..unless she's ur sis..u cannot expct her 2 haf d same culture like u do get it? 2 her may be it's ok but 2 u it might be a big deal..all u need 2 do is talk nicely..d fact dat die buat doesnt mean die setuju mende 2 btul or slh..so if u xsuke..just tegur n ckp elok2..simple kan?
even dlm islam pun ckp pompuan nh mcm tulang laki kan? nak tegur jgn terlalu kasar cz nanti akan patah n jgn jugak terlalu lembut(am x sure d exact quote,but d gist is there:p)
wanna share dis wif cem..but dont thnk die akan setuju..same ade die akan jwb "mokngat" atau "awak mmg ganster" atau die akan setuju dgn teguran org 2..cz knwing him die mmg akan sgt protective mende2 mcm nih..haih..nasib badan..huhu..but i still luv u cem!B-)
but wait..dis post was supposed 2 end wif sadness n full of emotion..so..cem sy sgt sedey..meh tlg pujuk sy meh..T-T..heeee
Sunday, July 4, 2010
hiking
good morning malaysia! actually wanted 2 update dis blog yesterday..but i was so tired so tdo awal..yesterday was tiring..4 d 1st tym eva..sy n cem telah berjaya mendaki(xla sgt mendaki coz kitorg jalan atas jln raye) bukit pelindung!:-0 :-0 :-0..yes i knw..im so proud of myself 2! sepatutnye yg pergi ramai..tp last2..tinggal me n cik cem je..aiman penat(cem yg ckp)..n sasah x jumpe kasut (maybe ur excuse shud be more convincing ok:p)
our plan was supposed to start at 830am but sumhow x terbgn..so at 955 i called cem..by 1030 sy dh pun terpacak kat depan umah die yang x sampai 100 meter pun dr umah sy..had to wait 4 another 10 mins as die br siap mandi..discovered later from his mom dat after i called die sambung tdo!(as expected actually:p)
both of us had not taken our bfast so cem bought milo n chocs..n our pendakian bermula tepat pukul 11 pagi!yeay!
unfortunately, baru beberapa langkah..sy tibe2 rase pening..tercungap2..maybe coz i was so excited n x warm up dulu..then muke sy jadi pucat (see..it's x dat i sengaja xnak buat mende2 adventerous mcm nih..but i believe i just x dilahirkan utk mendaki bukit..haha..so we stopped 4 a while..then i wanted 2 go back..tetibe wujud sorg makcik cine yg comel yg jalan bertongkatkan payung n die sort of bg dorongan suro kitorg naik ..aiceh..mcm ape je..huhu..
n then we continued..tapi bile dh half way..sy btul2 xlarat..n my sy percaya sy x dilahirkan utk mendaki bukit symptoms kembali menyerang..so kitorg pun dukla kat kerusi yg disediakan sekejap..cem suh sy mkn choc takut masuk angin..then we teruskan perjalanan tp sekejap je..coz sy dh xlarat..kebetulan mak cik cine comel 2 wujud kembali..so sy pun duk kat kerusi borak2 ngan die..n cem dgn yakinnye meneruskan perjalanan n dis tym around he was running!walawey..kagumkan?haha..n d rest of d story..biarla sy simpan or he will surely kill me after dis:P..let d pictures do d explanation:)
cem yg kepenatan..sian
sy yg x penat langsung!yeay!
:)
cem yg kepenatan x mcm sy yg excited mengambil gambar
terlalu penat..dlm kete pun tdo..huhu
sape kate org bersenam utk kurus je?:P
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
long call..
2 days more b4 my long call ..but im overly stressed ..2day is just not my day..it started off dgn :-
Sunday, June 13, 2010
berat naik :-0
Saturday, June 12, 2010
...
i may not show you that i miss you
i may not act like i care
but not being around you
kills me, its just not fair
but even though i feel this way
i want you to be happy
because thats what you did for me:)
Friday, June 11, 2010
disclaimer
b4 sy terlupe..sy nk bgtau yg kpd sesape yg rase xleh terime or mungkin akan rase x puas ati (wpun sy x rase sy ade kutuk sesape kat sini), cud u plz not read this blog..im serious..dat's y i edited d title..honestly ble sy tulis dis blog mmg langsung xde niat nak wat sesape kecik ati ke ape ke..shud i really nak tulis x puas ati, mungkin sy patut tulis dulu tym sy berade dlm environment yg sgt teruk..not nw ble sy sgt2 epy dgn life sy ok..plz ye sesape yg membace..sowe if sy terbunyi kasar..but i really need 2 declare dis awal2..as it has happend b4..mestila sy akan sedey if sy nak share my kegembiraan or cite ke ape tp mende 2 actually akan buat org menyampah..so 2 avoid mende2 mcm nih..shud anda rase anda bakal menyampah or xpuas ati..plz awal2 lg jgn bace ok..biar kite due2 epy dgn life kite:) p/s..i dun attack ppl dlm blog:) p/s..epy bday koru! p/s..nite awak..dh jadi ip man nanti bgtaula:)
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
apology n thanx..
Ari ini sy xtau nak buat ape dah..im finally keboringan duk kat umah wpun byk cite tv yg menarik..but somehow sy mcm rindukan nak keje..haha..mesti org yg kenal sy akan terkejut dgr mende nih..actually..sy pun x pecaye sy ckp nih..maybe jugak sebab cik ameer sy xde kat sini..so sy mcm kebosanan..tibe2 terbukak pulak blog yg dh dibuat berkurun dulu tp x penah tulis cz xtau nak tulis ape..ok..dat was a lie actually..i’ve been dying 2 write sumthing late last year..just 2 express my feelings..but luckily i x ikut emosi..haha
Bile pk2 balik..next week mcm 16 jun sudah..teringat sy pada kenangan 15 jun 2009..tym sy mule2 start chambering..trust me..it was a tough one..plus, selain dr ke’tough’an berade dlm dunia legal nih..at d same tym..byk pulak dugaan yg dtg..frm dipulaukan kwn sendiri..masalah bos yg mood berubah2..tempat keje yg sy ialah semuanye bermule dr tea-lady, technician, receptionist, secretary n also chambering student..n mcm2 lg yg telah sy lalui..
Trust me, i’ve learnt my lessons very very well..org yg kenal sy will know that i’ve changed. 4 better person or worst?i don’t know as it is still too early to tell.. but honestly im glad i went tru everything..i guess it makes me a better person now..bak kate org..Allah takkan duga kite mcm 2 if die tau kite xleh laluinyeJ
2 all my frenz..tq 4 accepting me back..u guys x tau how happy i am..trust me..korg sgt2 penting pd sy..i am who i am now adalah sebab korg..n im so proud n glad ade org2 mcm korg kat sekeliling sy..but i guess..sooner or later..each one of us akan kene amek jalan masing2 jugak kan?but dat doesn’t mean yg kite ilang satu same lain kan?T-T..so sy really harap anda akan epy dgn life anda..
2 my frenz yg still xleh accept me n ameer bersame..i’m sorry..i knw it’s so horrible of me 2 do wut i did..but i believe unless n until u’re in my position..there’s no use 4 me 2 further explain..thus..apology je yg mampu sy beri..sy sedey if mende nih buat kite putus kawan..but i guess sy xleh la sgt selfish kan?nak all d happiness in d world..in fact, i knw very well yg sy xkan dpt sume..so sy x simpan dlm ati..but trust me..im glad 2 haf u in my life tho sekejap..n sorry again 4 everything..
n lbnl..2 saudara mohd amirudin mohamad..tq 4 everything..tq cz selalu ade dgn sy waktu sy susah..wpun sy rase itu mmg tanggungjwb awak cz u’re d one who brought all these probs 2 me..haha..kidding..tq again awak..as i said..im glad 2 haf u in my life cem B-)
"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy; they just promised it'd be worth it."
p/s..awak..blog sy buruk..x cantik..ajarla mcm mane nak cantikkan:P
p/s..tq jugak 2 kwn2 n adik kepada kawan sy :p n sesape sajelah yg sentiase menyokong dr dulu n buat sy teharu dgn kate2 korg(u knw who u r)..syg korang..muah





